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Today is just so freaking fucked up.

I planed to go to school.

I woke up at 7.

No one even fucking bothered to wake me up.

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I can't bear my anger.

And sorry for the rudeness.

I planed out the day.

I washed my PJ shirt the minute i got back from school yesterday.

Hung it in my room to dry.

Turn the air-con lower so it would dry faster.

I almost freeze to death.

AND THIS IS WHAT FUCKING HAPPENS!!!

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And there's something else.

She is a lesbian??????????

I chatted with her all this while and she tells me she's a lesbian?

And no, she doesn't like me.

But.......

SOMETHING LIKE THIS IS REALLY REALLY HARD TO ABSORB.

I mean, think about it.

Someone you thought you know, turns out to be something you never

ever thought that person would be.

A gay.

I KNOW THAT ITS NO BIG DEAL ABOUT BEING BISEXUAL AND STUFF

BUT IT REALLY REALLY IS HARD TO ABSORB.

And now she is talking to me about it. She didn't want me to freak out.

But I am. I can't cope with it.

I can't cope with my life.

I just can't.

How I wish i would just disappear and never ever come back.

I would be best for me, for everyone.

And sorry for all the vulgarisms.

AND NOW SOME STUPID FUCKER STOLE MY USERNAME ON

ISKETCH.

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