Yes, I still remember you.

AndohhowImissyou. :(

Haven't been blogging much.

Haven't been doing much either. 

It's kinda weird how I feel all tensed just because of one event and not be able to do other things.

For instance, part of my brain's blockage was caused by me thinking too much about my trial practical exam. I couldn't do anything before that day. It's like thinking "what's the point of doing this when I'm just gonna go into the exam room and shiver like hell and my life goes crashing down anyway?". 

But of course, I did shiver like hell, and no, my life did not go crashing down.

Sometimes I feel silly coz I let my paranoia take over half of my 16 years and 6 months of life. 

When I think of something, I can't do other things in a proper manner until I solve that part and then I can move on.

It really just makes multitasking so much harder and impossible for me. 

Anyway, I really need to get my life back on it's course.

I need to feel like how I did in Form 3.