Shut Up And Let Me Go

Shut up and let me go!

I don't want to go through it again.
I'm scared.
To see him like that.
I don't want them to be anxious.
I don't want to go in and out of that place anymore.
Day and night.
Those glass sliding doors.
The smell.
The people clad in light blue, green and pink.
The clipboard.
The charts.
The discussions.
The arguments.
The sleepless nights.
Sleeping at 4 and waking at 5.
Sleeping at the sofa by the lifts.
While waiting for them to clean him up.
The chill.
The tears.
The fear.