Hear Me Say What

I hope you read this post, coz it is dedicated entirely to you.

I hate you.

 That's right, I hate you.

I hate that you poured 2 years of friendship right down the drain.

I hate that I even thought that we could be friends forever.

I hate that you probably say that it's my fault. 

Which I'm not entirely denying that it's not. 

Let me remind you who was the one who rather completely isolate themselves than spend a short period of time with their so called "friends" and spend the other remainder or their time with their other "real friends".

What do you think we are to you? 

Backup friends you can call out anytime you want whenever your real friends can't be there?

Sod off. You were the one who said that "Ooh I don't have any friends." . 

BUT OOH LOOK! Where did they pop out from? 

Now you go sit at the corner of the class and run off to them whenever they appear.

The only reason I don't want to even HEAR your name is because I can't stand you anymore.

This happened once before and I couldn't stand you then. 

I gave you another chance to change and you threw it out the window like it was a piece of rubbish.

I hate myself for trusting you. 

I can't even confide to even my best friend now, afraid that things would end up badly.

I cannot trust anyone with anything, not even my closest friends.

I hate you for this the most.

Remember last time I posted something like this and I said that I'm not the only one who hates you.

It's true. Totally effing true.

It's kinda amazing how many people can hate one human being for being themselves.

Sure, maybe we're judging you the wrong way, maybe we're missing out on something so fantastic that we don't even know it.

But let me tell you something, we rather miss out on something thats so fantastic that we can't even bear to look at than to trust someone that is going to forget everything we experieced together in 2 years.

Maybe you found someone that loves you for the "angel" you are right now. 

But trust me, if you don't change, chances are one in a million that you are going to find someone who truly loves you for the way you are.

Remember, what goes around comes around. 

PS: I hate you. Fuck you and sod off.