Hello, again.

The last time I was on here, it was a very long while ago. 

Things have changed, times have changed, people have changed.

You can say that I have also changed, but I prefer the word "matured". 

Throughout the months of struggle with my social life and studies, I have experienced a lot.

I have learned that one must not trust other people so easily, to avoid being manipulated or distracted.

Also, one must always look at the big picture, as a person can be someone that we do not expect them to be.

A lot of people lie to get what they want, but in the end it's the lies themselves that destroy what they have accomplished.

Whether it's a relationship, partnership, friendship, or career, one must always be honest and trustworthy to prevent future disasters.

I know I have been typing like a fucking retard, but it's 3 in the morning, you have to cut me some slack.

Sleeping hasn't been easy these past few days. My insecurity has triggered some thoughts, and also insomnia.

I can't say that I miss school, because I don't enjoy being there.

I might say that I'm anti-social, but it's because I don't find it easy to mix with people.

Oh how I wish I were like other people: friendly and warm; confident and easy-going.

I wonder if people still read my blog, if there were any in the first place.

2010 was a year full of experience for me, good and bad.

Hopefully 2011 would be a fresh, great start.

And hopefully I won't type like this anymore. 

I think I'm fucking high.